Thoughts on Sinfulness and Claiming Sinless Perfection
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I am definitely not a sinless person. I need his grace and
mercy every day and acknowledge that I can be extremely sinful. I'm not vain
enough to say I have no sin. Through Christ I am saved, am being saved, and
will be saved.
Life is a journey and we are the journeyman traveling
through it. Passions are not easy to break and sanctification doesn't just
happen in entirety the moment Christ comes in. It's a gradual progression to
holiness instead. And a tough road that requires a lot of confession and continual
repentance hence why every day I try to pray at least once "Lord Jesus
Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me a sinner" even if I don't think I've
sinned that day. I suggest everyone else take this mindset in case you've
unknowingly sinned against God and require his mercy and grace which we all do.
We are "joint heirs with Christ" (Romans 8:17) and
everything Christ is by nature the Father gives to us by grace. We see contrast
in 8:18 between sufferings and glory. As Christians we have gods glory in us
though his glory is not fully revealed in us (Col 3:3,4). We live in a constant
tension between our present and future expectations of the kingdom of God.
Paul said himself in
the Scriptures that he struggled with thoughts of coveting and coveting
himself. This should give us some comfort in our own fight against sin to know
that the great saint dealt with it just as we all must try to do. I think he
conquered it and came close to theosis however, yet, nonetheless, the contrast
is there. It's also found written by Paul in Romans 7.
St. Paul understands that he is saved by grace, is being
saved by grace, and will be saved by grace. Where sin abounds and abides, God's
grace and mercy abounds all the more. And does this give us a license to sin?
Certainly not.
It takes a special pride in someone's heart to claim they
are sinless. The saint's mindset is not so. They will be marked with a
humbleness. In other words even if they have not sinned they will still pray
"Lord have mercy on me a sinner" because they are humble and
experiencing right glory.
The opposite is a prideful heart and vain glory. I don't
pretend to understand how someone can honestly twist it so bad that they
believe they are sinless through Christ completely now. Makes no sense. Christ
inside of us should make us happy and fill us with joy but also fill us with an
emptiness of sorts. In other words Christ in us sinners is a conflict. How is it
resolved? By us focusing on Him.
Still... Some teach a doctrine called instant sanctification
and that is false doctrine from the devil and often comes from a
misinterpretation of the Holy Scriptures and zero adherence to the Church
Fathers, Tradition, and history.
Christ's atonement was a gift to mankind. We have free will
and we have sin and death still exists in a fallen not yet fully redeemed
world. There is a conflict between Christ and us because of this. The doctrine
of instant sanctification is a farce. Sanctification comes progressively over
time as we let the Spirit of God teach us and guide us. Learning requires
discipline and is tough work. You will not get an A+ on the report card every
time. And we will not be perfect nor complete until Christ's return.
Thus, St. Caesarius of Aries' commentary of 1 John 1:8 rings
very true that "The worst kind of sin is not to acknowledge that you are
sinful".
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